I am a half of BIONIC..

GOSH!!
start from the accident when i was walking around the city..
my right ankle got scratches by the black wolfs and i don't know wheres they come from..
detoxify eyetooth of them lays me on the street,
i felt the virus was strewing in every liters of my blood..
everybody start screaming out loud
and suddenly they're just gone..

all i can remember is,
my Bijow found me, worried 'bout mine and said,
"be strong honey, i'm here..
you can pass it..
look at me, look at me dear..
everything would be just fine.."

all around turns hazy..
and now its all dark..
all i can hear is
"her heart is too weak, and the virus is too strong..
we cannot make it..we cannot make it..
gosh..
what we gonna do, guys?"

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i felt..
ouch!
what is that??
injection??
arrrgh..
no! i hate injection!
stooooooopp!!
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hey..i'm flying..wooohooooo..cool!
and i can see my own body..
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WHAT?!
if that's my body,
and what i am now????
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i can see from the top,
my own body lays on bed in emergency room..
was on some surgery by a couple of doctors, perhaps.
and i saw Bijow too.
he's on my side with sadly face.
hoping me open my eyes and smile at him..
uhuuuhhuuu..
so gloomy..

back to my body,
i saw one of them bring out my heart from the chest..
and there's still life palpitation on me..
i really don't know what would they do to me..
all i know is,
now i'm not into that body..
the virus already destructive it..
and..uhmmmmm...
wait the minute..
i heard Bijow says
"just build her like mine"

suddenly, everything goings to dark again.

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blur...
it's all blur..
what is this?
what happen with me?
i feel so different..
hmmmm..
what is this?
my skin?
no..
my muscles are different!!
NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

just feel it..

Through the alleyways to cool off in the shadows
then into the street following the water
there's a bearded man paddling in his canoe
looks as if he has come all the way from the cayman islands


these canals, it seems, they all go in circles
places look the same, and we're the only difference
the wind is in your hair, it's covering my view
I'm holding on to you, on a bike we've hired until tomorrow


if only they could see, if only they had been here
they would understand, how someone could have chosen
to go the length I've gone, to spend just one day riding
holding on to you, I never thought it would be this clear

HAPPY 2010

new year means...

new hopes,
new life,
new lovelife (BIG NO NO),
new career (AMIEN!),
new car (for my own, AMIEN!) :D
and new beginning for the better prosperity :D

here's the prepare for 2010 with my Bijow,
touring around Rainy City ;) starts 9am from Jakarta (Dec 31, 2009)










we walked around lookin' for some bags and wallets with the cheaper prices of course^^
and..... WE FIND IT!












*photograph by Bijow

*photograph by me^^
*eh,ada yg minum cincau nih..mauuu donk se

after spent a couple hours at 3rd different place, we have to fill in the 'belly' (LUNCH TIME!!!^^) lalapan, udang MANTABZ bakar, paru, cumi bakar are our lunch menu..
yiippiiee \(^o^)/
*photograph by Bijow
*let's eat!!
*photograph by Bijow
*uhmmm yummie
*photograph by me^^
*break the lunch!


and then,
eat this, eat that!
yeaaaaaahhh...^^

HAPPY CULINARY^^
*photograph by Bijow
*photograph by me^^
*photograph by me^^
*photograph by me^^
*photograph by Us :D
*photograph by me^^

'till 3pm we turn back to Jakarta..
uhmmm..
wants to watch Sherlock Holmes at Citos, but time were still running out..
uhuhuhuu..
we decided to spent our lil time at Bijow's^^
ihihihihi.....
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tik tok tik tok
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eitz!
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last destatination,
BARBERQUE TIME!!^^

a sorta fairytale~

on my way up north
up on the ventura
i pulled back the hood
and i was talking to you
and i knew then it would be
a life long thing
but i didn't know that we
we could break a silver lining

and i'm so sad
like a good book
i can't put this day back
a sorta fairytale
with you
a sorta fairytale
with you

things you said that day
up on the 101
the girl had come undone
i tried to downplay it
with a bet about us
you said that-
you'd take it
as long as i could
i could not erase it

and i ride along side
and i rode along side
you then
and i rode along side
till you lost me there
in the open road
and i rode along side
till the honey spread
itself so thin
for me to break your bread
for me to take your word
i had to steal it

i could pick back up
whenever i feel

down new mexico way
something about
the open road
i knew that he was
looking for some indian blood and
find a little in you find a little
in me we may be
on this road but
we're just
impostors
in this country you know
so we go along and we said
we'd fake it
feel better with
oliver stone
till i
almost smacked him -
seemed right that night and
i don't know what
takes hold
out there in the
desert cold
these guys think they must
try and just get over on us

and i was ridin' by
ridin' along side
for a while till you lost me
and i was ridin' by
ridin' along till you lost me
till you lost
me in
the rear
view
you lost me
i said

way up north i took my day
all in all was a pretty nice
day and i put the hood
right back where
you could taste heaven
perfectly
feel out the summer breeze
didn't know when we'd be back
and i, i don't
didn't think
we'd end up like
like this

inside of LOVE

Watching terrible tv
It kills all thought
Getting spacier than
An astronaut

Making out with people
I hardly know or like
I can't believe what i do
Late at night

I wanna know what it's like
On the inside of love
I'm standing at the gates
I see the beauty above

Only when we get to see
The aerial view
Will the patterns show
We'll know what to do

I know the last page so well
I can't see the first
So i just don't start
It's getting worse

I can't find my way in
I try again and again

I'm on the outside of love
Always under or above
Must be a different view
To be a me with a you

Of course i'll be alright
I just had a bad night

pending

ohohoho..
udah lama bgt ini blm ngpost lg..
sabar yaaaaaahhh..
banyak cerita yang akan aku tumpahkan dsini..

see ya^^

..A.P.A..

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